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“Why  Christians  Can’t  Be  Post-­Racial:  Christian  Existence  in  the  Murky  Waters   of  Race  and  Place”   by  Brian  Bantum  on  Monday,  August  17,  2009     http://theotherjournal.com/2009/08/17/why-­‐christians-­‐can%E2%80%99t-­‐be-­‐ post-­‐racial-­‐christian-­‐existence-­‐in-­‐the-­‐murky-­‐waters-­‐of-­‐race-­‐and-­‐place/       When  we  are  baptized,  we  are  made  new;  whether  as  children  or  adults,  somehow   our  lives  are  different,  and  the  life  of  discipleship  is  the  discernment  of  that  life.   Struggling  to  conform  or  resist,  we  attempt  to  understand  which  aspects  of   ourselves  must  die  and  which  aspects  can  be  conformed  into  the  image  of  Christ.   But  in  the  Western  world,  this  is  not  the  only  baptism  we  undergo.  Through  refusal   or  acceptance,  we  are  incorporated  into  racial  waters  and  into  a  racial  people.  We   are  reminded  that  we  are  not  like  others  or  we  are  assured  that  we  have  a  place.  Just   as  many  of  us  came  to  see  ourselves  as  beloved,  as  God’s  children,  we  also  undergo  a   racial  conversion  of  sorts.  W.  E.  B.  DuBois  described  his  own  baptism  into  racial  life   this  way:  

In  a  wee  schoolhouse,  something  put  it  into  the  boys’  and  girls’  heads  to   buy  gorgeous  visiting-­‐cards—ten  cents  a  package—and  exchange.  The   exchange  was  merry,  till  one  girl,  a  tall  newcomer,  refused  my  card,  –   refused  it  peremptorily,  with  a  glance.  Then  it  dawned  upon  me  with  a   certain  suddenness  that  I  was  different  from  the  others;  or  like,  mayhap,  in   heart  and  life  and  longing,  but  shut  out  from  their  world  by  a  vast  veil.1  

DuBois’s  experience,  from  over  a  century  ago,  continues  to  reverberate  today  as  we   are  confirmed  or  refused  in  subtle  and  not  so  subtle  ways.  The  question  of  race  in   America  is  about  systemic  patterns  of  inequity.  But  it  is  also  about  how  these   inequities  are  born  through  the  formation  of  hopes  and  in  the  practices  of  everyday   life.     Our  lives  together  are  indelibly  marked  by  race.  The  complicated  interconnections   of  belonging  and  exclusion,  foods  and  music,  practices  and  hopes,  and  simple  ways   of  being  in  the  world  are  not  easily  untangled  from  our  claims  of  who  Christ  is  for  us   and  for  the  world.  Because  of  this,  the  question  of  race  is  not  merely  about  practices   or  acts  that  should  be  eliminated.  The  question  of  race  for  Christians  is  about  the   shape  of  our  lives  together  and  what  might  prevent  us  from  binding  ourselves  to   one  another  in  ways  that  produce  a  real  disruption  to  the  racial  imagination  and  its   oppressive  systems  in  the  modern  world.     I  suggest  that  if  Christians  are  to  account  for  race  in  their  lives,  it  must  be  seen  as  a   matter  of  discipleship.  Race  (and  ethnicity)  constitute  a  wide  set  of  practices,  visual   markers,  and  ways  of  being  in  the  world  that  cannot  be  bypassed  or  become  “post-­‐ racialized.”  Far  from  imagining  a  “post-­‐racial”  world,  the  question  of  race  reminds   us  of  the  difficulty  of  discerning  how  to  live  faithful  lives.  As  disciples  of  Christ,  we   are  continually  discovering  what  aspects  of  our  lives  must  be  conformed  more   faithfully  to  the  image  of  Christ,  while  also  consecrating  the  particularities  of  our  life   to  glorify  the  God  that  created  us.  The  question  of  race  confronts  us  with  the  

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realities  of  our  own  formation  and  of  how  our  lives  are  shaped  by  something  both   illusory  and  real.     Our  lives  together  are  built  upon  the  lies,  pain,  and  blood  of  racialized  life  in  the   West.  This  necessitates  that  we  recognize  the  power  and  effects  of  racial  formation   in  all  American  identities,  particularly  the  challenges  and  possibilities  that  racial   formation  poses  to  our  Christian  claim  that  God  has  called  us  and  that  somehow   God’s  Word  has  entered  into  our  predicament.  Through  this  entrance,  God  draws  us   into  life  with  one  another  and  into  God’s  own  life.  To  become  a  disciple  is  to  account   for  the  ways  race  has  formed  us  and  shaped  our  vision  of  a  Christian  life  that  is   disconnected  from  one  another.     Who  We  Are     Today,  at  the  end  of  the  summer  of  2009,  it  is  clear  that  we  still  struggle  to  negotiate   the  realities  of  race  in  both  personal  and  systemic  ways,  that  these  are  intricately   tied,  and  that  these  struggles  are  significant.  For  the  sixty  children  of  the  Creative   Kids  Camp  in  Philadelphia,  Pennsylvania,  who  overheard  women  talking  about  “all   the  black  kids”  at  the  Valley  Club  pool  in  Huntingdon  Valley,  Pennsylvania,  race   mattered.  It  mattered  for  the  men  and  women  of  Valley  Club  who  would  refund  the   camp’s  admission  and  revoke  its  privileges  at  the  pool.2  And  it  mattered  for  those   many  white  people  who  protested  or  were  appalled  at  the  behavior  of  the  club.  It   matters  in  the  criminal  justice  system.  It  matters  in  identifying  gifted  and  talented   children  in  schools.  It  matters  in  who  likes  whom  in  middle  school,  who  loves  whom   in  high  school,  and  who  marries  whom  after  college.     Race  mattered  in  the  arrest  of  Henry  Louis  Gates  Jr.  in  his  Harvard  University  home.   How  race  intersected  with  power  in  the  exchange  between  Professor  Gates  and   Officer  James  M.  Crowley  (as  well  as  President  Barack  Obama),  we  may  never  know.   But  what  is  clear  is  that  a  significant  portion  of  this  country  felt  Gates’s  pain  and   humiliation  while  another  portion  of  the  country  identified  with  the  officer  who   they  felt  was  “just  doing  his  job.”     In  this  process  of  identification  we  are  reminded  how  intimately  race  binds  us  or   separates  our  perceptions  of  one  another  as  well  as  what  even  constitutes  a   problem.  Race  matters  in  our  assertions  of  its  existence,  and  it  matters  in  our   refusals.  But  perhaps  we  must  now  ask  the  question,  “How  does  it  matter?”  and   perhaps  more  importantly  for  those  who  confess  the  name  of  Christ,  how  does   Christ  complicate  the  process  of  identification,  assertion,  and  refusal  that  constitutes   our  identities?  What  does  it  mean  to  live  as  disciples  in  a  world  so  indelibly  marked   by  race  in  its  institutions  and  its  relationships?     Those  people  who  became  uncomfortable  with  sixty  darker  children  in  the   swimming  pool  were  not  the  same  kinds  of  racists  who,  forty  years  ago,  would  have   considered  the  pool  water  dirty.  But  despite  their  relative  innocence,  they  represent   the  pernicious  effects  of  racial  formation  in  our  modern  world.  These  effects  

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accumulate  in  the  mundane  hardening  of  institutional  arteries.  America’s  racial   problem  is  perhaps  no  longer  due  to  insufficient  laws  but  to  our  failure  to  imagine   ourselves  differently  and  consequently  our  failure  to  imagine  one  another   differently.  The  challenge  of  race  stands  before  us  no  longer  as  a  beast  armed  with   bold  ignorance  and  legal  codification.  Instead,  it  lurks  in  the  everyday,  and  in  this   way,  it  entangles  all  of  us  in  illusions  concerning  our  lives  together.     President  Barack  Obama’s  election  ushered  in  a  new  era  of  hopefulness  regarding   the  possibility  that  America  might  have  crossed  an  important  threshold  in  the  race   problem.  Wide  swaths  of  the  American  public  embraced  this  man  and  hoped  that  his   election  would  be  representative  of  a  change  in  America.  Obama’s  election  shows   that  America  has  changed  to  some  degree,  but  more  than  anything,  it  reveals  the   complications  of  American  identity—his  election  marks  the  visibility  of  our   condition.  He  is  both  hopeful  and  disruptive.     Like  those  parents  at  the  pool  in  Huntingdon  Valley,  white  society  in  America  is  only   now  beginning  to  calibrate  itself  to  the  presence  of  difference  within  its  boundaries.   Many  white  people  are  only  recently  recognizing  the  presence  of  those  who   presume  their  equality  and  whom  white  society  thought  it  presumed  to  be  equal— until  they  got  in  the  pool.  That  is,  we  often  speak  of  our  desire  to  be  fair  and  without   prejudice,  but  we  do  not  reflect  on  what  might  prevent  us  from  doing  so.  Here  we   have  unwittingly  tied  the  task  of  discipleship  to  commitments  of  citizenship  or   family  or  race  in  ways  that  shape  our  perceptions  of  problems  and  possibilities.  This   is  not  to  say  that  we  are  racist,  but  that  we  must  attend  to  how  our  desires  are   shaped  by  a  deeply  racialized  world.     Of  course,  the  Apostle  Paul  admonishes  us  to  not  be  of  this  world,  but  we  cannot   take  this  as  a  matter  of  simple  obedience.  It  is  a  task  of  de-­‐formation.  The  church   cannot  merely  ask,  “What  is  to  be  done?”  We  must  begin  by  asking,  “What  in  the   world  are  we?”  We  must  discern  together  how  the  patterns  of  this  world  have   become  a  part  of  us,  how  they  have  made  us  reflect  something  very  different  from   Christ.  Although  we  so  often  want  to  act  to  show  our  lack  of  guilt  or  a  true  desire  to   serve,  our  actions  are  always  bound  to  our  perceptions  of  the  problems  and  the   possibilities.  Our  vision  of  what  must  be  done  and  who  it  must  be  done  for  is  always   bound  to  who  we  perceive  as  others  and  who  we  see  as  our  people.     We  see  difference  where  we  should  see  similarity,  and  we  see  sameness  where  we   should  see  difference.  This  lack  of  discernment  could  be  identified  as  a  mark  of  our   fall,  the  corruption  of  the  imago  dei.  When  Adam  and  Eve  looked  at  the  tree  of  good   and  evil,  they  saw  similarity,  a  thing  to  be  attained.  Transgressing  that  line  of   difference,  they  gave  birth  to  a  series  of  fissures  that  would  continue  to  fragment   individuals,  peoples,  and  societies.  These  differences  sparked  a  flame  in  the  very   first  children  of  the  fall,  as  Cain  hated  Abel’s  difference  and  sought  to  master  it,  and   on  and  on.    

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In  the  midst  of  these  refusals  and  misconceived  claims,  Christ,  as  the  early  church   father  Ireneaus  of  Lyon  reminds  us,  came  to  undo  the  knot  that  Adam  and  Eve   ensnared  about  humanity.3  The  child  of  Israel,  Christ  refused  the  impossibility  of   difference;  he  came  as  a  God-­‐man,  as  the  God-­‐man,  thus  opening  up  a  new  way  to   conceive  difference  in  the  world.  But  even  within  Christian  reflection,  the  question   of  difference,  the  question  of  Jew  and  Gentile  continues  to  mark  the  church  and  the   world.4     Racial  identity  is  bound  to  the  contestations  and  assertions  of  identity  in  encounters   with  “new”  peoples.  We  exist  in  a  vast  wake  of  claims  and  forces  that  we  cannot   quite  locate,  but  that  nonetheless  pervade  our  sight,  our  assumptions,  the  nuances   that  so  often  become  constitutive  of  our  deepest  value,  and  our  individuality.  The   modern  world  we  are  wading  through  is  indelibly  marked  by  the  racial  question,   what  W.  E.  B.  DuBois  would  call  the  problem  of  the  color-­‐line.5     In  the  modern  world,  the  question  of  difference  is  predominately  a  racial  question.   Or  to  put  it  another  way,  the  question  of  difference  was  the  birth  of  the  modern   world.  Discovery  of  peoples  was  always  bound  to  encounters,  and  encounters   always  became  explanations  of  “Why?”  and  “For  what  purpose?”     The  question  of  race  is  important  for  the  church—in  fact,  this  question  should   pervade  our  very  identities  as  Christians—because  we  are  children  of  the  modern   world,  a  world  forged  in  the  foundries  of  racial  speculation  and  dominance.  We   cannot  forget  this.  To  ignore  this  would  be  to  look  away  from  the  mirror  and  forget   who  we  were  and  what  we  have  become.     Race  matters  in  the  world,  and  most  importantly,  it  should  matter  for  those  who   claim  the  name  of  Christ.  But  it  matters  in  a  particular  way.  It  matters  not  as   something  to  move  past  as  we  seek  an  “unqualified  Christianity.”6  Rather,  Christ   qualifies  us  and  as  such,  he  dissects,  interrogates,  and  illumines  our  particularities,   our  struggles,  and  our  possibilities.  To  be  without  qualification  is  to  be  people  of  our   own  making.  We  must  ask,  “What  is  our  qualifier?”  and  “What  does  the  answer  to   that  question  mean  for  our  lives  together?”  Some  of  us  have  found  the  injustices  of   racial  oppression  lamentable  yet  abstract,  whereas  some  of  us  live  with  the   consequences  of  this  silence  and  obfuscation.  Before  we  speak  too  quickly,  we   would  do  well  to  properly  consider  the  power  of  race  upon  us.     Race  Is  Discipleship     More  than  a  biological  fact,  an  essential  aspect  of  our  createdness  or  our  nature,  race   is  a  process.7  It  is  a  way  of  imagining  difference  and  the  significance  of  those   differences.  For  centuries,  racial  indicators  have  served  as  signals  that  point  to  a   deeper  set  of  realities  (intellect,  spirituality,  or  capacity  for  citizenship,  for  instance)   and  denote  how  peoples  ought  to  be  ordered  or  participate  in  the  common  life  of  a   nation  or  culture.  These  racialized  presuppositions  were  not  merely  prejudices  

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about  peoples  who  were  different;  they  were  a  complicated  process  of  forming  self-­‐ understanding  that  all  peoples  participated  in.8     Simply  because  we  have  attained  some  separation  from  the  brutally  explicit   practices  of  differentiation  does  not  mean  we  have  escaped  the  subtle  modes  of   identification  or  differentiation  that  mark  all  identities.  In  this  way,  race  is  much   more  a  process  of  formation  than  a  given  fact.  This  is  not  to  say  it  is  not  real  or  that   it  is  everything  about  us,  but  racial  identities  are  a  product  of  our  living  into  ideas   about  who  we  ought  to  be  or  who  we  do  not  want  to  be.     This  process  of  formation  is  what  makes  race  in  America  such  a  difficult  and   pressing  challenge  for  the  Christian  church.  It  is  a  theological  challenge  not  only   because  of  the  inequities  still  present  or  the  vestiges  of  oppression  that  haunt  us,   but  because  it  highlights  the  failure  of  churches  to  account  for  the  very  real  ways  we   are  formed  and  the  aspects  of  ourselves  we  do  not  question  or  examine  more   carefully.  In  failing  to  do  so,  we  unwittingly  fall  into  a  trap  of  idolatry,  of   worshipping  (through  our  patterns  of  life,  our  fears,  and  our  hopes)  a  god  who   seemingly  looks  like  us  and  wants  for  us  what  we  want  for  us.     It  is  not  merely  a  question  of  people  being  afraid  to  air  their  true  racist  feelings.   They  truly  believe  it  does  not  matter,  that  they  are  not  racist.  But  this  is  where  the   church  has  failed.  We  have  failed  because  we  have  placed  the  emphasis  upon  actions   rather  than  personhood.  We  have  chosen  to  fight  against  injustice  rather  than   fighting  for  people.     The  emphasis  here  is  not  the  exclusion  of  action;  it  is  a  question  of  how  our  actions   are  bound  to  our  self-­‐understanding.  For  example,  the  evangelical  fascination  (or   obsession)  with  Supreme  Court  justices  and  state  abortion  legislation  is,  in  many   ways,  the  inverse  of  the  civil  rights  movement  and  its  contemporary  legacy.  In  each   instance,  the  movements  sought  the  codification  of  their  aims.9  Likewise,  although   legal  action  can  press  the  Valley  Club  to  offer  its  space  to  the  Creative  Camp  or  an   abortion  clinic  to  turn  a  young  girl  away,  it  cannot  abide  with  them.  It  does  not   imagine  a  life  together,  but  only  the  other  as  opposition.  On  one  level,  such  action  is   necessary,  but  as  Christians,  might  we  ask  the  question  differently?  Is  this  God  for   us?  Is  this  how  Christ  has  qualified  our  lives?  Do  these  actions  of  opposition  only   reify  an  illusion  of  purity?     We  cannot  recognize  our  own  sin  because  we  equate  sinfulness  with  the   perpetration  of  certain  mores,  laws,  and  codes  of  conduct  that  legitimize  or   delegitimize  our  membership  within  these  communities.  To  be  blunt,  we  are   Pharisees.  We  are  the  ones  who  pray  in  the  temple,  thanking  God  that  we  are  not   like  “those  over  there”  (Luke  18:10)  determined  to  establish  our  purity  and   therefore  our  place  before  God  (or  the  hospitality  lay  committee  or  the  worship   band  or  the  you-­‐fill-­‐in-­‐the-­‐blank).    

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We  cannot  recognize  how  race  matters  because  we  have  refused  to  accept  our  own   culpability,  our  own  sinfulness,  our  own  participation  in  these  processes  of   formation.  For  all  of  us,  these  processes  and  their  products  are  different,  but  none  of   us  are  without  the  need  for  reflection.     In  the  theological  academy  and  some  Christian  traditions,  we  hold  up  baptism  and   the  Eucharist  as  the  central  elements  of  the  Christian  life,  and  in  other  traditions  we   preach  Christ,  obedience,  love,  tithe,  serving—none  of  these  help  us  to  see  that  race   still  matters,  that  those  who  are  different  from  us  matter,  because  we  have  refused   to  acknowledge  our  own  failures.  We  do  not  confess  that  we  have  sought  to  be  God   in  these  moments  in  our  lives.     If  we  took  confession  seriously,  we  would  be  confronted  with  the  very  real   possibility  that  God  may  not  matter  for  us,  not  really.  Does  our  view  of  God  really   determine  who  we  look  at  on  the  street,  who  seems  to  “click”  with  us  at  a  local  party,   who  we  look  for  first  when  our  wallet  is  gone,  or  who  we  are  convinced  is  the   smartest  in  our  class?  Does  our  faith  participate  in  the  vision  of  the  one  we  want  to   marry,  the  one  we  want  to  sleep  with,  and  the  children  we  hope  to  have?   When  we  consider  the  realities  that  shape  and  form  us,  we  want  to  think  that  our   lives  have  been  formed  by  our  desire  for  Jesus,  our  hope  and  love  for  a  God  who   saved  us,  but  when  we  really  look  at  the  patterns  of  our  lives,  where  we  live,  who  we   befriend,  who  we  avoid,  and  who  we  hope  to  be  like,  we  begin  to  see  the   perniciousness  of  that  quiet  beast  lurking.  Race  is  alive  in  America.     Because  we  do  not  think  about  how  race  matters,  those  assumptions  and  habits  not   only  go  unnoticed,  but  become  sacralized,  embedded  within  the  patterns  and  hopes   concerning  ourselves  that  are  above  reflection,  above  confession.  They  are  simply   an  aspect  of  who  we  think  God  created  us  to  be.  So  I  like  this  music,  and  they  like   that  music.  I  like  this  neighborhood,  and  they  like  that  one.  My  judgment  of  his  or   her  criminality  is  completely  objective.     We  exonerate  ourselves  on  the  question  of  race  because  we  are  not  like  “those”   women  in  Huntingdon  Valley.  But  those  women  have  done  us  a  great  service   because  they  have  been  the  sacrificial  lambs.  They  are  the  ones  who  would  die  to   appease  the  guilt  of  the  many.  They  are  the  ones  who  allow  the  rest  of  us  to  say,  “We   are  clean.”     However,  this  is  not  an  occasion  to  appease  our  guilt,  but  to  confess  our  similarities.   It  is  not  an  occasion  to  lament  the  stupidity  or  narrowness  of  a  few  privileged  white   people  but  to  lament  our  own  participation,  however  small,  on  any  given  day.  Christ   frees  us  to  confess.  He  has  freed  us  to  bare  it  because  it  no  longer  marks  us,  and  it   only  fails  to  mark  if  we  give  it  up,  if  we  identify  with  the  one  who  knows  us  better   than  we  know  ourselves.  But  knowing  us  as  he  did,  he  also  knew  he  would  have  to   die.    

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This  is  the  difficulty  of  the  race  question  in  America.  We  are  so  convinced  that  race   is  bound  to  truth  that  we  refuse  our  own  complicity.  Certain  of  our  vicitimization  or   our  innocence,  we  enter  the  conversation  not  to  bear  witness,  but  to  accuse  or  deny.   But  what  is  so  deceptive  about  these  approaches—and  telling  about  our  churches— is  that  it  presumes  a  certainty  of  who  we  are  and  simply  asks  the  question  of  what   we  should  do  given  this  fact.  And  perhaps  this  is  the  clearest  indication  that  race   matters  in  America.     We  enter  churches  certain  of  our  placedness.  We  enter  classes  certain  of  who  we   are.  We  are  certain  through  a  complex  process  of  signs  and  patterns  of  interaction.   We  come  to  believe  certain  things  about  who  is  beautiful  and  who  is  not,  who  has  a   right  to  speak  and  who  must  prove  themselves  worthy  to  speak,  who  is  to  be  trusted   and  who  is  suspected.  These  certainties  are  no  longer  racially  coded  in  an  explicit   sense,  but  they  are  deeply  bound  to  race  in  the  modern  world  (a  fact  that  dark   people  of  the  world  have  been  trying  to  convince  white  people  of  for  some  time).   The  certainty  of  who  we  are  becomes  bound  to  the  things  we  think  we  need  not   confess.  If  I  am  certain  this  is  who  God  made  me  to  be,  I  must  reflect  upon,  search   out,  and  confess  the  aspects  of  myself  that  are  inconsistent  with  that  personhood.     All  of  this  is  to  say  that  our  conversations  regarding  race  can  no  longer  be  centered   upon  what  to  do  alone.  This,  for  lack  of  a  better  phrase,  was  a  question  of  the  60s.  It   was  a  question  that  needed  to  be  raised  against  a  vicious  beast  who  had  been  fed  so   well  it  could  walk  easily  in  the  daylight  and  whose  presence  emboldened  others  to   feed  it  and  be  fed  by  it.     But  this  beast  is  not  dead.  The  beast  now  lingers  quietly  in  the  sinews  of  cultural  and   personal  formation.  It  binds  itself  quietly  to  our  yearnings  and  our  fears  so  that  it   becomes  so  close  to  us  we  could  mistake  it  for  ourselves.  This  beast  will  rear  up   publicly  on  occasion,  but  we  are  not  like  “those”  narrow-­‐minded  suburbanites—we   would  welcome  those  darker  children—it’s  a  shame  they  live  so  far  away!  No,  in   reality,  the  marks  of  the  beast  are  quite  plain  and  our  participation  is  too  often  clear   if  we  take  the  time  to  honestly  look  at  ourselves  or  let  another  name  us.   So  we  go  to  church,  and  we  sing,  and  we  listen,  and  we  share.  We  repent  for  the  bad   word  we  spoke  or  our  frustration  with  the  neighbors.  In  our  most  vulnerable   moments,  we  might  even  confess  our  sexual  addiction  or  our  violent  anger,  but  we   will  not  confess  or  think  about  how  it  could  possibly  be  wrong  that  we  failed  to  see   that  Susan  was  more  than  “Asian.”  We  cannot  take  the  time  to  consider  why  we   presumed  that  the  white  guy  was  more  qualified  than  the  Hispanic  guy—“I  just   seemed  to  ‘click’  with  the  other  guy,”  “We  came  from  the  same  city,”  “I  could  really   see  myself  working  with  him.”     Jesus’s  life  challenged  an  Israel  that  had  forgotten  what  it  ought  to  repent  for.  He   was  a  presence  that  refused  the  claim  of  the  state  that  it  was  god.  Both  the  Judaic   elite  and  the  Roman  state  sought  to  discipline  and  shape  its  followers  not  through   strict  codification  but  in  formation  through  the  mundane.  The  codes  represented  a   system  of  identification  that  resisted  transformation  for  its  own  survival.  Christ’s  

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person  and  work  ushered  in  not  only  the  possibility  of  social  and  individual   transformation,  but  even  more  radically,  a  citizenship  not  bound  to  the  world  yet   still  present  in  the  world.  The  earliest  baptismal  rites  incorporated  a  physical   turning  away  as  part  of  their  liturgy,  which  suggested  that  the  life  of  the  Christian   must  require  a  certain  death  of  the  old  person.  When  we  consider  race  in  America,   we  can  only  say  that  our  baptisms  do  not  call  us  into  death,  but  deify  our  own  self-­‐ deceptions.  In  these  ways,  we  are  still  slaves  to  the  state  and  servants  of  the  law.   It  is  this  necessity  of  confession,  this  ritual  of  self-­‐discovery  that  the  church  has   failed  to  do  and  that  our  conversations  regarding  race  have  refused  to  acknowledge.   It  is  not  about  what  must  be  done.  Our  lives  as  disciples  are  a  claim  about  who  we   are  bound  to,  what  we  do  or  do  not  do.  In  the  face  of  Christ,  we  cannot  begin  with   what  we  understand  about  ourselves;  we  must  begin  with  the  confession  that  we  do   not  understand  ourselves,  that  we  do  not  know  the  depths  to  which  we  have  sunk  in   this  system  of  death  and  imprisonment.  We  must  all  acknowledge  that  we  do  not   know  where  to  go  or  where  to  begin.  We  must  confess  this,  we  must  make  our  lack   of  knowledge  central  to  who  we  are  because  we  cannot  change  without  this.  And  we   cannot  begin  to  imagine  what  we  ought  to  do  unless  we  can  imagine  becoming   people  who  are  different  because  of  these  conversations  and  these  relationships.   The  longer  we  refuse  to  acknowledge  how  we  are  intertwined  with  race  and  its   optics,  the  more  race  will  matter.  Our  conversations,  our  prayers,  and  our  liturgies   must  come  to  take  seriously  our  malformation.  Perhaps  through  this  process  of   confession  we  can  begin  to  imagine  what  to  do,  how  our  lives  can  resist  the  mark  of   this  beast,  and  how  we  might  become  conformed  with  one  another  in  Christ.  Our   baptisms  have  ushered  us  into  a  world  in-­‐between  where  difference  can  no  longer   be  accounted  for  in  the  same  way.  For  the  simple  reason  that  we  are  baptized,  we   cannot  hope  to  look  beyond;  we  cannot  hope  to  be  “post”  anything.  We  are  baptized   into  a  living  body  that  did  not  bypass  us,  did  not  look  beyond  us,  but  became  us  and   entered  into  our  condition.  Our  baptisms  enter  us  into  this  life  of  transformation,   this  life  of  holy  union  that  produces  children  who  may  not  look  like  us  and  our  lives.   As  followers  of  Christ,  we  must  seek  not  only  the  possibilities  but  also  acknowledge   and  struggle  with  our  own  refusals.       Author:   Brian  Bantum  is  Assistant  Professor  of  Theology  at  Seattle  Pacific  University.  He   writes  and  teaches  on  the  intersections  of  Christ,  identity,  and  Christian  life.  His   book,  Redeeming  Mulatto:  A  Theology  of  Race  and  Christian  Hybridity,  was  published   in  2010.  Bantum  lives  in  Seattle  with  his  wife,  Gail  Song  Bantum,  and  his  three   children.     Notes   1.  W.  E.  B.  DuBois,  The  Souls  of  Black  Folk  (New  York,  NY:  Dover  Publications),  2.   2.  The  club  would  eventually  extend  an  offer  to  the  children  to  return  to  the  pool,   claiming  that  safety  and  not  race  led  to  their  decision  to  break  the  contract.  See  Zoe   Tillman  and  Max  Stendahl,  “Montco  Swim  Club  Accused  of  Racial  Discrimination,”   Philadelphia  Inquirer,  July  9,  2009,  Local  News  section,  

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http://www.philly.com/philly/news/local/20090709_Montco_swim_club_accused_ of_racial_discrimination.html,  accessed  July  30,  2009.   3.  Ireneaus  of  Lyon,  Against  Heresies,  trans.  Robert.  M.  Grant  (New  York,  NY:   Routledge,  1997),  III.22.4.   4.  For  two  interpretations  of  how  theology  failed  to  account  for  difference  and   Jesus’s  Jewishness  in  the  development  of  modern  theology  see  Jay  Kameron  Carter,   Race:  A  Theological  Account  (Oxford,  UK:  Oxford  University  Press,  2008).   5.  DuBois,  The  Souls  of  Black  Folk,  9.   6.  Rodney  S.  Sadler  Jr.,  “Unqualified  Christians,”  Christian  Century  124  (2007):  16.   Dr.  Sadler  is  a  good  friend  of  mine,  and  here  I  am  not  seeking  to  contradict  him  but   rather  to  suggest  a  way  of  imagining  how  to  account  for  the  particularity  of  our  lives   in  a  world  where  race  has  mattered  and  perhaps  should  matter.   7.  Recent  scholarship  has  described  race  as  a  process  or  more  formally  as  a  social   construction,  thus  repudiating  the  claims  of  race  as  natural.  The  notion  of  race  as   natural  was  tied  to  ideas  concerning  essential  characteristics  related  to  this  natural   phenomenon.  These  claims  regarding  race  as  essential  aspects  of  our  identity  were   deeply  bound  to  the  hierarchical  and  oppressive  systems  of  slavery,  Jim  Crow,   interracial  marriage,  and  inadequate  education  for  those  deemed  not  white.   8.  For  an  excellent  account  of  how  whiteness  was  “formed”  in  the  United  States,  see   Matthew  Jacobsen,  Whiteness  of  a  Different  Color:  European  Immigrants  and  the   Alchemy  of  Race  (Cambridge,  MA:  Harvard  University  Press,  1998).   9.  Of  course,  an  important  difference  here  is  in  the  way  the  legislation  is  envisioned.   For  the  civil  rights  movement,  legislation  was  sought  that  included  citizens  within   the  larger  possibilities  of  the  country  while  anti-­‐abortion  legislation  (while  seeking   to  protect  unborn  children)  must  do  so  through  exclusion  or  refusals.  Although  this   is  an  important  difference,  it  is  also  vital  to  note  how  the  civil  rights  movement   began  to  splinter  as  Martin  Luther  King  Jr.  and  others  envisioned  a  wider  (and   deeper)  level  of  participation  through  the  language  of  integration.