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journal_11.docxDina Alnahari
Naomi Gal
English experience of literature
19 Feb. 2016
I have five brothers and two sisters, knowing that I am the most beautiful, but I was the only one among my brothers fat. When I was fourteen years old, my mother was always criticizing me, and compare between her niece and me. She looks to them thin and beautiful not like me fat and ugly.
And when we go out to our friend, cousin she always tells me don’t eat or I will embarrass you in front of everyone. I know she wanted my advantage, but she didn’t know it's been frustrating, which makes me jealous and hate each person nicer or thinner than me.
My biggest sister was very interested in me, she took me to the doctor of nutrition after conducting the necessary tests he said that my problem is not with eating, but my problem is psychological. And we went to a psychiatrist and said yes, it's a psychological problem because of the pressure from your mother and compare them between you. Also, she takes a good care of them and loves them more than me. That’s the reason why am I in here?
The obesity was not hereditary in my family, but when I feel sadness or anger there hormone in my body secretes a substance that helps in increasing weight even if I don’t eat anything.
After that, my sister told all around me so, without my to let me know, but I felt a change in everyone quickly they became praise me than I was recovering my confidence for myself somewhat.
And I lost ten kilos in a period ranging from one month to two months without any diet or sport. And then I got married and became me my opinions not like when I was with my family I was tied between them, but thank God that my husband is very great person and understands and even when my weight increased in the period of my pregnancy of my children he does not critical of me and did not hurt my feelings that was the most important thing for me because I was deprived of this trust.
But now for myself, and then my husband I would like to lose weight.
