english grammar problem

When I was in Grade 7, there was a very famous girl in the next grade, her name is Liu. She was not known for good-looking or particularly clever, known for her was just a matter of some intelligence on her. When people pass by her always disgust and a mocking voice, as she drew close, we always hide away. The whole students of school were very hate her, but in China, requires public junior high school is not allowed to expel students, so no matter how much you hate her, she still appeared in the school daily.

Although she and I almost had no intersection, but every day I can hear her name, such as Liu appeared in the corridor, quickly away from her!And one day, I finally met her, I clearly remember the day. I was in the hallway with good friends playing, suddenly a loud, I heard someone say, Liu came again. I looked at her laughing to good friends and my direction, have not had time to go away, she has come to us.

She and I are standing face to face, feel very embarrassed, don't know what to do, my good friend tried to pull my hand, and motioned me to leave. Liu said, "hello." I am at a loss, want to say something. But look at her strange face, uncoordinated movements, and the surrounding people's voice, let me say a word. "Hello." She repeated, I think around booing sound seems to be more and more big, and i will become a rarity who is nice to Liu. My good friend pulled me out of step again, I finally said something, "go away," I heard my voice, "far from us." Then I left immediately, people smile with me, make me feel that I was a member of normal people.

I don't know what’s worry with me to say these words at that time, but with pass of time, for the first time that I feel very regret. Perhaps Liu did not put this thing in mind, every day she is being treated so. But this is not the reason I may say that to her. It made me feel terrible, Liu did not hurt me, even to me, her attitude was very friendly, she greeted me with a smile, but I can't be different because this absurd reason and hurt her, but did not return from. Now in retrospect, much to my surprise, even teachers didn't had this kind of thing. As if she were a disregard of the default rules, no one to care for her, no one to her what to do. Ignore she was the whole school of the air, once you break the air, you are a heterogeneous, and Liu as.

After Liu how, I do not remember, maybe she dropped out of school, maybe she graduated. I regret not having to apologize to her, then I lack the courage to. And now, even though I feel regret, want to apologize, but also have to face to face to tell her how I feel. But even though she can't hear now, maybe she would forget about it, maybe life I can get her to forgive, I still want to say, I'm sorry.