I have one specific question that needs to can be answered: how do I get to know
Adonai as a whole? He is a spirit, and Jesus told the Samaritan woman that Adonai
seeks to be worshipped in Spirit and truth. The children of Israel were being led
through the wilderness, and the glory of the Lord was shown, and they saw it. My
question is, what do that look for in regards to his glory. Also, I work in a place
where they allow many different religions. How can I tell them what they practice is
wrong? My personal goal is to draw closer to the Trinity and be aware of all that is
false. I want to gain wisdom through obtaining knowledge and understanding. I do
hope that through this course that I will gain and develop through the sermon series.
In this week's readings, I came to understand that we as Westerners' have made
Adonai too look like us, act like us, and be us. I am guilty of this, and it breaks my
heart to know that I have disappointed the Lord by seeing Him/the Spirit as myself.
How can I know someone or something only through a developed faith? Or belief? I
have had plenty of experiences with the Lord, and I know it could have only been
Him. (I chose to call God Him) He is more than just an invisible spirit to me. He is
my father because the one that was used to be biological was very abusive; he is
my best friend because all those with whom I trusted betrayed me. He is my
comfort because when I experience depression, he makes me happy. I am on a
quest to know more about the Godhead, the Trinity, and each facet of the Three in
one individually and collectively. I do not want to see God as a science God; I want
the one and true Almighty God where I will know him by name because he knows
me by my name. He has even tattooed my name on the palm of his hand. f I hope
that the more I come into the knowledge of the Lord, the more I will find the
motivation to spend time with him through prayer and fasting. There are so many
people who have no idea about knowing Him, experiencing Him, and accepting his
love for them. This is one area I would like to be displayed in my life. I am looking
for a change that will allow me to look, behave, and think like Jesus.
