Poem

Not minding how low I have moved or even lower

I still see you as clear as the mirror

It’s still not as clear as crystal in water

That I will get to see you maybe like a potter

All I do is to see the stars even in my locker

Wondering where to get you from you my owner

I sit down and ask, why do I have to suffer

My heart anguishing in pain

Sitting and meditating in a mask,

I still have hope that one day at dusk; will have to see you if not at dawn

Love is sometimes quite mysterious, but we need to remain as tough

Though sometimes so tedious, in our hears like unwanted puff

Yes I try to stay so calm in wake of tough heart conditions

I will try to always be so dear, even when exactly you can’t hear

It’s all encouraging to see, that you are so alive and kicking

Despite that you are far at the sea, yet am at the land all alone

Scary as it may seem without you, at the palm of my lonely hands

Just pose and think too, if I am making sense in my thinking and missing you

It’s a bitter sweet at this moment a feeling

Like someone resting yet undergoing drilling

Perhaps am doing some self grilling

Not to fathom how and when I got it wrong to you.